The wretched: The worst part is how you don't even care. You're leaving me, your best friend. You're leaving your boyfriend. You're leaving your FAMILY. Because, no matter how much you try to deny it, a church is a FAMILY. You're divorcing us all, and there is no easy divorce. You remain apathetic at best about the whole situation. Possibly even slightly happy. And it hurts, so bad. It's like a hole, punched right in my chest.
The good: I have Jesus. I have my family. I have Kaylie. I have Jared. I worked my butt off at the studio today, to keep from thinking. I got my Tooth and Nail vs. Solid State CD. It's almost Thanksgiving. Which means it's almost Christmas.
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